| It's fun to write in this now cuz im pretty sure like 3 people read it. Not sure why I am writing about last night, but it was the most fun I have had in a while. Party at Zach's house where Lindsey and I decided to make an appearance. I played a bunch of beer pong and kind of sucked, but my teammate drank for me because I was driving. I still had a good time even though I wasn't drinking no worries I compensated in other ways. While Nam and I were outside we got pelted with beer that someone threw out the door. I think it was on purpose because people were being gay and kept opening the door and saying shit. Lindsey said everyone was talking inside. Nam passed out in bed with this girl and her man that she had over which was hilarious. thats all for now. and im totally confused but content. |
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| it's interesting to think about when exactly people fall out of love with someone. how long can they go before faking love is too hard to do. when someone makes excuses of why they didn't put your picture together up online, or why they no longer want to spend every minute with you. can you retrace when this so cold person stopped loving you? who knows. why does it take one person a day or two to get over someone but for others it take months or years. and no matter how many time you pretend your over them, it's not quite true. how many time can you hope or wish they'll show up to save you. to tell you they missed you all this time. life is not a movie. so stop holding your breath. maybe this is why i want to be in the movie business. i love giving myself and other false hope. |
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| Love is seriously bullshit. It just fucks you up in the end anyways, and then you just feel like you wasted the amount of time you put into something that just became a load of shit, a complete fucking lie. You don't get hurt if your not in a relationship. Life should be like that book, what is it? Brave New World where Sex is for recreation... see that would make sense. People would be satisfied and not bitches and assholes, yet they would never get hurt. I am so sick of pain. Fuck pain. I want life to be like it used to be where I didn't give a shit. All I cared was about having fun and having a challange, things were better then. I am not trying to even target guys... or girls it's relationships in general. People who arnt in relationships want to be in one, and ones that are don't want to be. The thing about relationships is there fun for the first few weeks, months even, but once it gets past that it becomes a chore. It's becomes a job. You can't be lazy to be in a relationship. Yeah its not all peachy, but if you can handle an AP class or complete highschool I am sure you can manage to stay in a relationship. And even though after a while they lose their spar, their exitement, it's still worth it you would think? Yeah it gets hard and yeah its not as amazing as the first few months but you seriously and idiot if you can figure it out... there is something wrong with you. So you can clearly tell me right now "HEY DANI! Since you couldn't handle it... does that make you a dumbass? does that make you and idiot?" And the answer is clearly yes! Yes I am all of these things... and this is exactly why you shouldn't get into a relationship. Don't do it! Don't take the plunge. Fuck it all. |
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| I saw Little Miss Sunshine which was hilarious. I love Steve Carell he is so funny. Best indie since I saw Garden State and Napoleon. Happy I wrote Bridge? haha |
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